Rage against the end of the year

I am fighting to stop the end of the year. I don’t want it to end. I have to get more work done, well, more productive work done.

In truth, more work done that I want to get done. I am jealous of people that can just re-focus and get their personal goals accomplished. I don’t have that kind of will-power. I am missing the kind of disciplined life that  reflects the ability to change and re-direct daily habits. I don’t have that kind of will-power.

VB0_5346

Did I do anything that I wanted to do this year?

I supported more Kickstarter/IndieGoGo type projects Lazarus Risen and GravityLight 2: Made In Africa  and supported one Patreon Arvan Eleron’s Twitch Channel.  Which is better than none.

Miraculously, I no longer have a job that has me “on-call” and does not have me traveling at least once a month.

When Words Collide was once again great. I managed to attend it without incident. When Words Collide

Played board games with friends – this has been fun. Imperial Assault. Damm Rebels!

Discovered a new online stream that I love. Critical Role

So why do I feel that I have not accomplished anything this year?

I am the kind of person who remembers mistakes, not successes, remembers when I get angry and does not remember when he is happy…

I think I just found my “New Year’s Resolution”. just in time too – whew!

Be Well -dcd

 

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s